Are you the pretty people? 

Your whole life, you’ve been that. 

Her probably too. 

Her whole life. 

I don’t want someone who chose to love some else 

Shoplifting above the age of 32 

Oh flirty you. 

Shoplifting? 

Her or you? 

Shoplifting in your 30s 

What a pair of love birds 

Not cardinals though 

They’re too classy for your shit show 

Whoa,

Sorry, I guess I’m a little angry about what I have been forced to go through: because of you two.

I own that (as I do everything)

My Personal truth and the bird thing

Those birds cured my pain

And yours all the same

My vibration 

And those crimson passerine

align 

Is she the one who called me up and left a message that one time?

Some stupid rhyme 

About how you’re her man 

Which I thought wasn’t real

But, I trust what I feel

I didn’t even know she existed 

Now I know: Twisted 

And you: more troubled 

Left in my rubble 

I was kept safe in some cosmic bubble. 

While she licks cocaine from your stubble

Cocaine? 

Heroin to Cocaine…

Family violence all the same…

All bear your name. 

Was it love?

When both of you sat in a jail cell?

Concrete walls between you?

Is that what lovers do?

Do you argue? 

Does she know you? 

Her secrets, does she show you? 

Does she own you? 

Did you trauma bond? 

Her brunette 

Me, the blonde 

Singing my song

Waited for you, for so long. 

Is that place gone? 

Are you cold to each other?

Is she a hot sexy lover? 

And do you love her? 

Like you were supposed to love me?

It was your destiny

You’re part of me

I thought I was crazy

But I knew it

Then you blew it.

Or was it her?

Because somehow, though I hold a classier, sassier space. 

I still hate her face 

And as my memories reface 

You were so unfair to my grace

You know your nervous system…

The anxiety you have inside. 

I know because I have it too. 

I feel you 

I didn’t really until after I met you. 

Then I must have taken it on for you. 

It’s a nervous system problem

I could teach you how to blur it 

Without drugs  

But, you’re too busy 

In a toxic trauma bond 

Of which you’re very fond. 

So now, You’re only wishing stones in a pond

Because although it sounds romantic: Bonnie and Clyde 

That dynamic is toxic inside 

But, your damn pride. 

Or is this a trauma bond side? 

Did she put a spell on you? 

I honestly didn’t think that was something real a person could do. 

But look at you 

The picture of you two. 

You look high. 

I think you’re high. 

And the light is an uncomfortable blue

Did she put a curse on you? 

It feels true

And as a result me too? 

She cast something on you. 

It must be true. 

How did it happen? 

The arrest of November 3rd? 

Your picture almost looks blurred 

Was it you? Was it her? 

Did you together, sell drugs together? 

Two drug birds of a feather. 

I swear, when I met you: you got rid of your gun. 

How did you get arrested with one? 

Since I left

Twice crime 

Family violence and this dime

What depths did you fall 

After our climb? 

How did you become this mime. 

How did you start drugs this time? 

Was she the victim of family violence?

Is she the reason for all this silence?

Where are you? 

Where are you? 

What are you? 

Witness protection? 

In some correction? 

What am I dealing with? 

Who am I dealing with?

What is your drift? 

Am I really the gift?

I don’t want to sift 

Through the shit 

Catch my drift? 

Lift 

Lift your vibration

Liberation

What is going on? 

What has become of you? 

What are you going through? 

I know this isn’t the real you. 

Thomas Shelby 

Remember my Grace 

Remember my face 

Remember my space. 

My Halo

I know now

Through some cosmic crazy…

…I mean: Download 

My energy and abundance has been stolen from me. 

Siphoned my energy

Pretended to be what is me

Stolen my halo 

To pull you down below 

It’s crazy 

This is crazy 

Still true though 

It’s crazy what I now know. 

And what confirmed it: 

In a picture: a stupid Crystal bracelet. 

She’s wearing 

Now I know. 

And some divine intervention awakened me

Initiated by he

His higher self 

Is guiding me 

This is crazy 

This is crazy 

The things I have seen

The symbols

And what they mean

The visions 

VISIONS 

And synchronicity 

The transmutation 

Past lives 

The video of the eye that all my friends can see 

How can this really be? 

How can this be? 

The tree of life

The evil eye

Andromedans in the sky

Isis pressure near my right eye 

And Sehkmet 

And Hathor

The eye of Horace 

Thoth 

Emerald Tablets 

High Priestess 

Shiva 

Kundalini 

All came to me 

The Eye of Providence 

Galactic Empress 

The Arc Angels are my friends 

Raphael mends 

Michael Defends

Gabriel Sends 

Uriel defends 

Metratron Time Bends

TIME Bends 

He’s got a cube 

I know all this as a spiritual noob 

Except I’m not 

I’m an ancient soul 

I kid you not 

That’s what I’ve got 

All came to me 

Sought me 

Angelic presence 

Constant frequency 

I didn’t ask it

Agnostic me 

Now Gnosis me?  

What is this? 

How can this be?

All of this 

For little old nuisance me

How can this be? 

I’m astounded grateful 

I feared death at my soul 

But now I know 

And I am grateful

Did all of this happen to you? 

I have suspicions 

You awakened when I met you 

And after I left:

What did you do? 

Shoplifted 

And Karma turned 

And left me gifted

And I have shifted

this ability to see and move vibration

No I am not mistaken

I know, there will be no hostile alien invasion 

But cosmic love is the only equation

And I am grateful 

And I have suspicions I’ve been entrusted 

Because I’m trusted 

I’m wise

I’m authentic 

But, precisely careful with others. 

Which is their druthers 

They trust when you can feel and see others: Empathy

I could never take away someone’s  birthright

For my own romantic plight 

…my birthright 

And look at what it did to you 

Interference with what was best for you

Someone who could have loved you 

The way that I do 

I do not have what was supposed to be mine

So, they made me divine 

And they showed me a sign 

While you sniffed some coke on a line

They made me just shine 

But it still makes me sad 

Because I’ve seen what we could have had. 

But it was taken from me. 

Shoplifted 

By Bonnie and Clyde 

The magic duo 

Who make each other colder inside

Tethered to their trauma bond side 

And me?

Annuit Coeptis 

could have been YOU and me 

But, there was interference 

In your clearance 

She got arrested with you and your gun

Your chosen one

It wasn’t me 

At all

Who caused your fall 

I’ve been shown the truth 

Her and the Karma of your uncouth 

That you were taught in your youth

Because no one taught you how to be an adult 

Which breaks my heart because that isn’t your fault. 

Now, I’m the chosen one.

and I can’t be hurt by anyone.

It’s Your Fault That I’ve Been Chosen