How lovely that you love me 

But, you would never make me happy

I can’t stay inside

I won’t do it. 

But more, I earned through my pain—

My risk-taking pain, that I am a force to be reckoned with 

and I fight.

I’m all fight. 

The world will not happen to me.

You complain how it happens to you. 

So you as you sit in your daydream lover who is me. 

Remember I take leaps and love jumps all the time. 

I’ve been rejected so many times, the number is a bruise permanent across hearts blood chambers

You think you really understand me?

Love me for who I truly am?

You would have me control your haircuts 

Your clothes. 

You don’t see me. 

I desire no control over anyone 

All I want is to tiptoe on moonbeams 

Create at my heart and be me 

I built this individual 

To glide beside an individual. 

I am not a manic-pixie dream girl 

Built to grow the protagonist 

I don’t know why it sometimes angers me. 

That you think your love could save me. 

Could heal me? 

No I healed me. 

I’m healing me. 

No one else, and I am seeking for no one else 

To heal me. 

Heal you. 

I earned my battle scars 

Open heart’s flame always out on the line 

Heart’s burning snuffed out 

Constantly dark 

I had to grasp around and find within what to shine.
supernova

Love saves me? 

No. No one could...

And your mind wants me to step inside 

And do what? Watch a movie? 

You think you know the way you could love me? 

how? 

I don’t know that. 

No one knows that. 

But I know that 

I’ve grown wild and Viney 

And I don’t think you’re strong enough to tame me 

the places where I am thorny 

I’m curt

My words can hurt. 

And I want a warrior by my side. 

One who knows he could fall but still takes confident stride

In my direction. 

And you can tiptoe out side your comfort zone for small leaf to grow. 

but I’m the whole damn tree

Roots firm and planted sturdy 

My roots of resilience have drawn deeper through survive or die I

No you can not coerce me.

No, no one can hurt me. 

I’m the girl who fell out of love without a replacement to sweep her off her feet

I walked this ground barefoot

Do you know how hard that is? 

No you wouldn’t. 

But I hope daydream me sings you to sleep. 

Buys a pet with you 

kisses you right there in the street. 

I’m not here to save your lonely heart 

One day you will finally be brave enough step into the heat 

she will there

I will be long gone.